Can We Pretend that Airplanes in the the night sky are Like Shooting Stars? i could really use a Wish right now

But Some People just make living through all that... completely Worth It!! :)

Whatever the opposite of home sick is! Sick of home?

This Time Last year i was sooo not here!.... and right now i sooo don't want to be here!...

argh!... i'm feeling like such a whiney baby but yeah.. i need to be gone for a while again! As much as i know the church is true... thought of seeing everyone every sunday... just makes the thought of staying in bed so appealing! and then i'm not teaching ysa sunday school... so i have even less motivation to go! Aaaaargh! i wish i was in a biiig ward where no one knew me and i didn't know them... we could just take each other at face value.. instead of having to talk to someone and thinking to myself.. "you're such a *insert word to describe a number of people here*" or thinking... "avoid them... i know what they said about me but if i acknowledge the fact that i know i'll have to kill them but i can't bare to talk to you and pretend it's all ok!!!"

Or wondering why they themself are talking to me when they think so badly of me?

i know it's my problem.. not theirs... but argh! Holiday please?! anyone?!