so... this last week and a bit has been eventfull....
I spent like 4 days in Dublin Visiting Katja!! she's back for good!! :D :D
then the tuesday i came back to cork and then went up that night to limerick for a fireside with the Chapmans! :D
It was crazy! it was like Pres Chapman Came there to give that talk to just me!! i think even Heavelny Father coming donw Himself to talk to me would have been More Subtle!! lol
So yeah... i realised there were changes i need to make... Luckily in His Talk Pres Chapman also spoke of blessings that put my mind at ease!
So i made the changes.... That night.... as hard as it was, it was right... Then BAM! 2 days later it was like all hell was loose on me.... this last few days have been some of the hardest ever... i actually considered Killing myself as an option... I felt betrayed and worthless... it sucked big time... then i thought to myself... why the hell am i having a harder time almost from the instant i decided to do the right thing.... i should be blessed... then i realised that Just Like Heavenly Father Speaks to us through people... Satan Does too....
So i'm Kicking his ass out the door..... and the minute i decided to forget the Crap things and people... i saw the blessings that Pres Chapman spoke about... I had a good day forgetting the bad days!
The Church is true
Christi
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